What to do?

Don't know what to do?

To be best of all or to be mad for one?

To go after everyone or to wait for the best one?

I start a new life or keep playing that rhythm divine?

Someone need to trust me, someone need to wish,

Tell me oh God!! I don't go to temples, is this the reason?

or Last time I gave flowers to someone else than you?

I know god... your little annoyed....tell me why?

Mom said it's good to weep against you....! Will you cry see me crying?

Don't you want me to love that sensation familiar?

How can you miss my misery if you don't blink?

or are you just jealous and want me to dump?

Don't know what to do?

MAJA MA CHE!

KYAREK MARA TO KYAREK TAMARA VICHARO MA,

HU GOTHA KHAV CHU,

MANO TO KAHU KE.....

SHODHO JO TAME TO KHOVAI JAVA MA PAN MAJA CHE!

PREM KARTA KYA AAVADTY HATU MANE,

ATO TAME MALYA A MALIK NI MAHERBANI CHE...

KANA NI TO VAT JA NIRALI CHE...

A JA KARI SAKE PREM HAJARO NE,

MANE TO AK THI THAYO AMA JA MAJA CHE!

BHALE LAGE LOKO NE......KE....

TAMARI NI MARI VACHCHE KAINK CHE!

BOLTA NATHI EK BIJA THI TO SU THAYU???

AHI TO AANKHO NI GAPSAP MA JA MAJA CHE!

SAMBHANDHO DASTAVEJO PAR NATHI BANATA,

ANE TO DIL NI RAJA-MANJURI JOIYE....

NAHI LAKHAI AAPNO PREM KITABO MA TO SU THAYU?

DIL MA LAGNIO RAHSE AMA JA MAJA CHE!

KIDHU TU TAME A CHELLI GHADI NA CHELLA MELAPE,

ATLE AAJE PAN GOMS JYA CHE TYA MAJA MA CHE!

NATHI

NATHI

HOI CHE TARA NAYNO SADA CHATUR,
TEM CHATA KAINK PRASHNO NA JAWAB NATHI!
AA JUKI-JUKI NE FARI UTHE CHE
TEM CHATA THODA PAN MAGRUR NATHI!

AA KHUD KAHI UTHE CHE BINDAST
AANE SHABDO NI JARUR NATHI!
TU KAHI DAIS TO DIL NE SHATA MALSE,
NAHI TO ANE PEN KYAY CHEN NATHI!

TARA NAYNO THI SACHE JA GHAYAL CHU,
BAKI HU KAI BIMAR NATHI!
SAMJI SAKU ANI ADAO NE
ATLO HU HAJU..... TAIYAR NATHI!

26/11 - I commit! Do you?

26/11 one more figure stored in the dark history of world. I am not going to discuss where I was, how I did or others suffered, how bravely our soldiers fought and etc. Just wanted to ensure that do we create this terrorism or what?

Not only for this misfortune but because of other dissatisfactions we often blame regime, rules or system! There have been debates on improvement, re-thinking and rehabilitation but that all from regime’s improvement, re-thinking and reformations.

I simply ask my self –
Do I vote in elections?

If I would be part of any government division, can I ever imagine this kind of sin with this magnitude and time and place?

Do I give equal or more justice to my profession as government gives to its own span of work?

Have I ever stand by people suffering near?

Am I honest within the people I am living?

It’s not about encouraging someone for vote, not about supporting any government, not about discouraging or not understanding the pain of those whose own has died, but it’s about me. Yea, it starts actually from me! Do we start terror? Calculate all lacunas in your duties a day and multiply it with the population of India. You would surely receive shocking results.

A common man who is so busy in his/her professional or personal life that he hardly knows anything more than debit-credit or tax implications and other day to day funda. I am not asking myself or you to stand for your state but let’s just know our realm, our economics, our neighbour countries, our own duties more specifically. Let’s not just end our life in a so called free-educated-high professional fashion! Is it that important that we stop remembering who we are! Guys, we are still living in an era where a single say, “I am an Indian first and then a Maharastrian” becomes dispute headlines of the next day! Don’t we little respect our country?

Look at the other governments in the world! Quick and decisive in reactions than ours and the reason I found are their people who are also early reactives! Simply putting, let’s stop being selfish and running behind money! Let’s commit to wake up, stand by and support in creating, supporting, reforming a government which will represent non-other than us!

The 17k!

17k! Few thousand words, few paragraphs or a blog can never portray Sachin Tendulkar’s this one more excellence! It’s just a modest effort to thank him on behalf of his lovers.

I always believe Cricket is something that I don’t play but live it! And Sachin undoubtedly a God of cricket is an unofficial mentor in upbringing my cricket life! Few people may wonder why so for a man who is a diehard fan of Rahul Dravid writting like this but honestly, apart from Dravid, hardly anyone I have seen who might have shown a very straight synchronisation of head, hands and eyes on a ball like Sachin! I confess I am jealous with all his records and a god gift skill to bat.

Unlike others, generosity is something that goes with him. 20 years on ground, almost 30 thousand runs, almost 50 centuries and what else not! All his centuries makes you feel that he's still young and passionate about Cricket though each of them will give you a different color and joy for sure! Perhaps India should have a Uranium coin instead of a gold one to remember his contribution in coming years!

I remember his step outs in an India-Zimbabwe game with three consecutive sixes against Paul Adams, his unbeaten all partnerships with Saurav, his last over with a wicket restricting in even 5 runs to Australia, all bat waives in air on his each centuries and specially a simple thank on achieving 17k which was all matter of pride for all Indian!

With a note to end!! Go sachin, go until you think so! Live long little master!

Power unrelieved!

Many a time some difficult stuff becomes so easy we wonder how? Some call it luck, some call it heredity! Few call it a reward of the efforts done well in past. Few take it wrongly as own excellence and few thank god! Difficult to say whether a godly faith or an earthly bless.

This power let you sense “I feel good, I feel supreme, people love me and I love everyone!” Everything which happens around you happens for you and if not then you feel so. Drive your bike at 80’s speed in a shivering cold night, leave your right hand from the leaver and feel the air going through! Feel someone’s existence? I am talking about it and that leads me to write on the power unseen! In a better way, the power unrelieved!

It delivers definite positive vibrations from every corner of earth! Ever noticed how did you get an answer in an exam even if you never got time to read it? Ever happened that a person, with whom you never imagined a pathetic “Hi”, makes you feel never-say-bye. Actually it takes you other way around as well. Tell me which victory is more enjoyable? One which you got it on the first unknown attempt or one which resulted after an ample of planned failed attempts.

Please don’t ever try to destroy this all-positive-sensation. Let good survive and evil go dustbin!

Math or Myth! - From the book "The Adventures of GOMS"

Next day when I found myself awake, I was in classroom.

“Boys, wake up! Be ready and collect your papers.” Ma’am yelled like she was offering candies one free with other.

“What the hell is this, Gadu?” I questioned with anger. “Come on the Earth, you stupid, it’s a math test today.” Gadu said me with a face of the pleasant man in the world just because it was his cup of tea – the Math. “Can not you break the news in time, you freaky fat?” I shouted on him, knowing even if it would have been then I would not have scored like Sachin does in cricket.

If I can count, I can count runs and not figures.

Mathematics! The name itself was heavy enough for me. Calculus, Trigonometry, divisions and what other craps not! Gadu, I don’t know how, but was a champ in math. How the hell that knowledge came in that fat little stomach, only he knows! I actually could not interpret the formulas and the terminology in math. It always sounded a mystery for me. If Ramanujan was alive at my schooling time, perhaps he would have thrown me out of the window.

“At least hold your paper correctly,” Ma’am served the papers with the footnote. One thing was lucky for me that Gadu was very nearer to me so that I can facsimile a little but he and his speed was so fast, like a Bombay train. I couldn’t even answer all questions. I was not afraid of failing in exam but more afraid of strikes that ma’am will make on my palm with her stick.

I was poor in math not just because I could not understand it all time but also I painted some or the other day in math class seating at last bench. How can I stop imagine and throw away my thought by not putting it on paper? I should rather indulge me in painting than solving math problems. I made cartoons of all teachers I hated the most in my schools and unknowingly I became master in sketching. Being Individual was more important for me - the massage what my Grandfather taught me.

“Oops! Forget it Goms, even if you will fail, will fail after two days when result will be announced. Why to worry now?” As if it won’t be a failure at all! But the thought seriously took my tension off. I nudged Gadu’s leg with my leg and warned him to news me in advance if it again happens! Suddenly bell rang for the recess and we came out.

Play the way like it!

"All the world's a stage, and all the men and women merely players: they have their exits and their entrances; and one man in his time plays many parts, his acts being seven ages."

- William Shakespeare

I feel since I am here in...so called the next black hole (world). Feel like.... God is a biggest camera man who keeps taking videos of ours each moment. He clicks, freezes, rewinds, resize and what not with our life! We win, we loss, we leave it, we take up.... sometimes re-do it, we annoy, we love, we enjoy, we get bored, we lie, we happily be true, we laugh, we cry, we jump, we sit quiet.....so on and on....never ending... but he who never tired taking our film. He even manages well to show us back our own film.

Eye-catching is each play is diverse and distinct from each other and so the characters are also. In the almighty's cinema there's no flop and so he never liked to make re-makes or re-takes yet we definitely feel..." I won and someone failed...!" No one defeat! All is on earth. Truth underlying is... a divine cycle of god goes on and on.

Ending it in a romantic way:

"EK PYAR KA NAGMA HAI, MAUJO KI RAVANI HAI,

JINDGI AUR KUCH BHI NAHI TERI MERI KAHANI HAI."

So play the way you like it......as that's the way you are asked for!

On my dad's b'day..! I feel getting older!

Strange but very true...! It's my dad's birthday today and I feel like getting older.

No.No!!! Enthusiasm and spark is still alive which we actually can not afford to loose. Getting older means now feel loaded with responsibilities! Perhaps the time is changing again. Race against time is not less exciting than a horse race. Isnt it? Atleast horse race ends....!!!

School, college, further study..!! All spent in saying loudly... and undoubtedly "My freedom, my world, my ideas, my way of living life..!" Hardly knowing how it would be..!! Though that world was really beautiful, innocent I call. No regrets..!! No apologies...!!

Time is to think about "Our responsibilities, our world, our ideas.!!" which reminds me years back what Dad made me clear.."You will realise world different while earning even a single penny here..!" and it would have been easiest if all of us were flying on the same runway. Actually runways are different so the destinations..!!

I dont say intentions are changed or enthusiasm has died..!! Its just we have broaden our perspectives...!! We have accepted the fact of coming into offices from colleges like we accepted and accepted happily coming into colleges from schools..!! We accepted an unknown but voluntory canteen break than a compulsory recess on a timely bell! beacuse it affects not only our lives but lives of those who made us know...knowingly or unknowingly... what is life..!!

End up on a note...we have all to gain and nothing to loose in a change whether that of time or life!