Somebody please make me a man.

Somebody please make me a man.

Show me a mirror,

my true identity, a picture clear!

Jump one to nursery,

jump two and school starts.

Jump three takes me to college.

I have no time to think about who am I?

Disappointing!!! Not convincing!!!

At once can forget about Darwin's disappointment,

how will I repay my sculpturer?

I just forgot to have my own style.

Imitating, imitating and imitating.

What is that which can make

me leave monkey jumping?

Opps...!! My head is spinning.

There are trees of prejudices;

like those sour grapes,

who can stop me clinging?

I scratch the past badly,

like my ancestors scrape their chest.

Who can recognize my true character?

Even nature feel I am still a nut.

Somebody please make me a man.

Show me a mirror,

my true identity, a picture clear!

In Coversation with GOD - Part I

The clouds were really congested. I put every step with lot of care. Was I flying or running? Where and Why was I there? There was hardly any weight of the body or was there any body? I was not carrying any garments or gazettes but mind and heart still working. There are lot of confusions; in fact anxiety. I am really afraid of the silence; very rare though. Wind is there but there is no noise either.

I hate this adventure. Totally hate it. If I find someone I want to ask "Why there is a life?"

"You are brought here dear, on my command." To my greatest surprise, a lightening voice spoke it. A magical enlightening voice!

"Wonder, don't you? Who am I? I answer you what you just asked yourself that is why there is a life?"

He took a pause and made me more excited.

"This thing I am telling to you only. You can guess I am drunk. Just take it that way. I created humans because I got bored with perfection. I am too perfect, almost everything I know. There is hardly anything on this entire universe which I can not do. Of course, I created it. I am the master of it. I was really bored too when I made this nature. It is beautiful, magnificent but it can not response to me. It can neither think nor feel. Therefore, I chose to evolve life."

"I created you. Plenty of like you. Not to make me feel superior or make you all feel slaves. In fact, you are gifted with mind and heart. Remember, I don't think. I don't feel. I just travel. I am time; an endless time. I don't start nor I stop so I gave you schedule of life. Why do you feel I govern you? I just guide you. Don't doubt that I CANN'T govern you but always remember I always wanted you to live on your own. That's it because that I cann't do. I have plenty of like you to take care of and so I cann't live on my own. Just relax. Only purpose of life is to live. Just live it and rest you leave it."

I was really amazed. I could realize it's GOD but so different then what he is portrayed over the period of time. So friendly, so humble. I was convinced probably or is it going to bring new doubts?

Immediately later I felt asleep.

I wanna run away from me

Sun is on my knees,

about to go sleep.

A rocky mountain

from where city has long distance to keep.

I wanna run away from me;

in search of a space

where I can hide my dynamite mind.

There has been plenty of talks about magics.

The magic of Mantras. The magic of Sagas.

They certainly work in their own spirit

but then why there is such a long life?

The thirst of worship,

the hunger of love

the more I pour

the more I seek.

I wanna run away from all these;

in search of a space

where I can hide my all-shiny greed.

There has been number of meanings of

"Why there is a life?"

Just a single drop of love is enough

that make me realize.

Where am I gonna store the bundles of love?

when I born nothing.

I die nothing.

I wanna run away from all these;

in search of a space

where I can hide my being.

Funny facts of engagement ring

1. Always excited about it before engagement.

2. See 1000 and select one.

3. Love the most beautiful.

4. Difficult to wear while selecting.

5. Show it to every person meet up.

6. Feel the weight (importance) in initial days on wear.

7. Keep on playing with and shining it.

8. Feel it looses the brightness from the top after few days.

9. Fingers forget the weight after few more days.

10. In end, often get scared of loosing it.

Now, put your life partner instead of engagement ring in all above 10 points. Feel the truth! Enjoy!

No love no rain!

I want a horse who run fast.

Miles away and apart.

There is an endless sea to follow

How long will it going to take?

Life is such a pain.

Oh god!

No love no rain!

I am a king of my own thoughts,

few glimpses and made plots.

Someone has trapped my innocent heart,

I am in search of that girl

in search of that girl I repeat.

This wind and sea birds give

the signs of someone I know.

I am a warrior undefined,

gonna desecret the love show.

How long will it going to take?

Life is such a pain.

Oh god!

No love no rain!

What is good and what is bad? - Part II

I had a very good dinner with few friends and sister.

It is good to meet new people. They urge new thoughts and give you new experience and suddenly you feel your mind takes a big turn of thoughts.

We encounter these questions many times -

"Why do people change?"

"Why don't people do what they say?"

"Why your best friends at time do not even remember you after a new life?"

It looks emotional at first go but when I stretch my mind a little more I realized we all want other people to play the way we want. We treat them like machines. We feel we have remote control to play them. Switch on and they should do what we order. That's what we actually mean when we say "We don't like this and we don't like that." We should not forget that humans are alive. They are made to change. They can think. Who does know right or wrong but their thoughts make them change. Why should we go so far? Take our own example. We were kids, then boys and now man. We will be old man. We will die. Isn't it change? Isn't it natural?

In fact, we don't like changes. It is always difficult for human being to have confidence in change. This change is not only how people changes but even change in general. However, more wondering here is that always not obvious or normal for us to see people change. We are not used to digest change not even change in human behavior. Change always brings pain. Pain to adjust your routine. Pain to change yourself too where it's really normal to change. Life would be too mechanized and so boring if it's not changing. If there is no new morning and no new night, think about it?

We must accept people changing. Have trust!