Power unrelieved!

Many a time some difficult stuff becomes so easy we wonder how? Some call it luck, some call it heredity! Few call it a reward of the efforts done well in past. Few take it wrongly as own excellence and few thank god! Difficult to say whether a godly faith or an earthly bless.

This power let you sense “I feel good, I feel supreme, people love me and I love everyone!” Everything which happens around you happens for you and if not then you feel so. Drive your bike at 80’s speed in a shivering cold night, leave your right hand from the leaver and feel the air going through! Feel someone’s existence? I am talking about it and that leads me to write on the power unseen! In a better way, the power unrelieved!

It delivers definite positive vibrations from every corner of earth! Ever noticed how did you get an answer in an exam even if you never got time to read it? Ever happened that a person, with whom you never imagined a pathetic “Hi”, makes you feel never-say-bye. Actually it takes you other way around as well. Tell me which victory is more enjoyable? One which you got it on the first unknown attempt or one which resulted after an ample of planned failed attempts.

Please don’t ever try to destroy this all-positive-sensation. Let good survive and evil go dustbin!

Math or Myth! - From the book "The Adventures of GOMS"

Next day when I found myself awake, I was in classroom.

“Boys, wake up! Be ready and collect your papers.” Ma’am yelled like she was offering candies one free with other.

“What the hell is this, Gadu?” I questioned with anger. “Come on the Earth, you stupid, it’s a math test today.” Gadu said me with a face of the pleasant man in the world just because it was his cup of tea – the Math. “Can not you break the news in time, you freaky fat?” I shouted on him, knowing even if it would have been then I would not have scored like Sachin does in cricket.

If I can count, I can count runs and not figures.

Mathematics! The name itself was heavy enough for me. Calculus, Trigonometry, divisions and what other craps not! Gadu, I don’t know how, but was a champ in math. How the hell that knowledge came in that fat little stomach, only he knows! I actually could not interpret the formulas and the terminology in math. It always sounded a mystery for me. If Ramanujan was alive at my schooling time, perhaps he would have thrown me out of the window.

“At least hold your paper correctly,” Ma’am served the papers with the footnote. One thing was lucky for me that Gadu was very nearer to me so that I can facsimile a little but he and his speed was so fast, like a Bombay train. I couldn’t even answer all questions. I was not afraid of failing in exam but more afraid of strikes that ma’am will make on my palm with her stick.

I was poor in math not just because I could not understand it all time but also I painted some or the other day in math class seating at last bench. How can I stop imagine and throw away my thought by not putting it on paper? I should rather indulge me in painting than solving math problems. I made cartoons of all teachers I hated the most in my schools and unknowingly I became master in sketching. Being Individual was more important for me - the massage what my Grandfather taught me.

“Oops! Forget it Goms, even if you will fail, will fail after two days when result will be announced. Why to worry now?” As if it won’t be a failure at all! But the thought seriously took my tension off. I nudged Gadu’s leg with my leg and warned him to news me in advance if it again happens! Suddenly bell rang for the recess and we came out.

Play the way like it!

"All the world's a stage, and all the men and women merely players: they have their exits and their entrances; and one man in his time plays many parts, his acts being seven ages."

- William Shakespeare

I feel since I am here in...so called the next black hole (world). Feel like.... God is a biggest camera man who keeps taking videos of ours each moment. He clicks, freezes, rewinds, resize and what not with our life! We win, we loss, we leave it, we take up.... sometimes re-do it, we annoy, we love, we enjoy, we get bored, we lie, we happily be true, we laugh, we cry, we jump, we sit quiet.....so on and on....never ending... but he who never tired taking our film. He even manages well to show us back our own film.

Eye-catching is each play is diverse and distinct from each other and so the characters are also. In the almighty's cinema there's no flop and so he never liked to make re-makes or re-takes yet we definitely feel..." I won and someone failed...!" No one defeat! All is on earth. Truth underlying is... a divine cycle of god goes on and on.

Ending it in a romantic way:

"EK PYAR KA NAGMA HAI, MAUJO KI RAVANI HAI,

JINDGI AUR KUCH BHI NAHI TERI MERI KAHANI HAI."

So play the way you like it......as that's the way you are asked for!

On my dad's b'day..! I feel getting older!

Strange but very true...! It's my dad's birthday today and I feel like getting older.

No.No!!! Enthusiasm and spark is still alive which we actually can not afford to loose. Getting older means now feel loaded with responsibilities! Perhaps the time is changing again. Race against time is not less exciting than a horse race. Isnt it? Atleast horse race ends....!!!

School, college, further study..!! All spent in saying loudly... and undoubtedly "My freedom, my world, my ideas, my way of living life..!" Hardly knowing how it would be..!! Though that world was really beautiful, innocent I call. No regrets..!! No apologies...!!

Time is to think about "Our responsibilities, our world, our ideas.!!" which reminds me years back what Dad made me clear.."You will realise world different while earning even a single penny here..!" and it would have been easiest if all of us were flying on the same runway. Actually runways are different so the destinations..!!

I dont say intentions are changed or enthusiasm has died..!! Its just we have broaden our perspectives...!! We have accepted the fact of coming into offices from colleges like we accepted and accepted happily coming into colleges from schools..!! We accepted an unknown but voluntory canteen break than a compulsory recess on a timely bell! beacuse it affects not only our lives but lives of those who made us know...knowingly or unknowingly... what is life..!!

End up on a note...we have all to gain and nothing to loose in a change whether that of time or life!