In Coversation with GOD - Part I

The clouds were really congested. I put every step with lot of care. Was I flying or running? Where and Why was I there? There was hardly any weight of the body or was there any body? I was not carrying any garments or gazettes but mind and heart still working. There are lot of confusions; in fact anxiety. I am really afraid of the silence; very rare though. Wind is there but there is no noise either.

I hate this adventure. Totally hate it. If I find someone I want to ask "Why there is a life?"

"You are brought here dear, on my command." To my greatest surprise, a lightening voice spoke it. A magical enlightening voice!

"Wonder, don't you? Who am I? I answer you what you just asked yourself that is why there is a life?"

He took a pause and made me more excited.

"This thing I am telling to you only. You can guess I am drunk. Just take it that way. I created humans because I got bored with perfection. I am too perfect, almost everything I know. There is hardly anything on this entire universe which I can not do. Of course, I created it. I am the master of it. I was really bored too when I made this nature. It is beautiful, magnificent but it can not response to me. It can neither think nor feel. Therefore, I chose to evolve life."

"I created you. Plenty of like you. Not to make me feel superior or make you all feel slaves. In fact, you are gifted with mind and heart. Remember, I don't think. I don't feel. I just travel. I am time; an endless time. I don't start nor I stop so I gave you schedule of life. Why do you feel I govern you? I just guide you. Don't doubt that I CANN'T govern you but always remember I always wanted you to live on your own. That's it because that I cann't do. I have plenty of like you to take care of and so I cann't live on my own. Just relax. Only purpose of life is to live. Just live it and rest you leave it."

I was really amazed. I could realize it's GOD but so different then what he is portrayed over the period of time. So friendly, so humble. I was convinced probably or is it going to bring new doubts?

Immediately later I felt asleep.