No sleep and tired mind!

How many times you felt in life - What goes around comes back around?

Yesterday night I felt it! I could not sleep thoroughly. Too much hit and I found myself awake 3-4 times. Worst combination is - No sleep and tired mind! You can hear the helicopter noise of the fan, barking dogs, THAK-THAK alerts of watchman and disturbed mind! Wondering how a disturbed mind creates noise? Oh it goes on talking to your unconscious mind which badly needs a sleep. You come across collusion of thoughts - thoughts about volatile career, thoughts about confused love, thoughts about caring parents, thoughts about your unfinished work! Opps! Where will you go? You keep on changing sides, try to forcefully close eyes, keeping the pillow tight remembering god (though when you awake you might not be interested even in thinking is there any god?) please let me sleep!

Everything that happened in life goes on and on. Years look like a glimpse of flashes! You even know it wont be good to remember it and it would be of no benefit to anyone and still what goes around comes back around! You try to remember last time when you were happy and forget the thoughts restricting you in your pleasant sleep! Perhaps then your so called awaked liberalised confident mind becomes poor and prays God!

Night passes away the half awaked stage with speed and door bell rings! A stubborn question you face - "how many are going to eat today?" and then you realise cook has arrived and it's late for office!

"At least make a tea for me right now!" - Seekers bark.