What is it making a human being talk to himself? Mankind would be thankful to that scientist who will find out a telephone which rings inside human. A direct connection to your own self. I would love to see the screen than - "I" am calling.
In fact, many of us just reject that call. A call which can change your life. So spontaneous, timely, so apt. No schools, no communication teachers have ever made me think on this ever live conversation of me with myself. It works even off battery as and when you are in your dreams. The conscious mind and the sub-conscious mind are like line 1 and 2. Your body system is designed so beautifully that unknowingly your conscious mind swifts to sub-conscious mind where line 2 is active and vice versa. There is a line 3 as well - which is line not at all, let me call it an unconscious line. That's where a human being is found busy.
I have felt that call coming 1000 times in a day. I don't miss it though. In fact, now I am addicted to that call be it in office facing client, be it in social function, be it reading books, be it breathing itself - let me put it like that only. Trust me that call never leaves me alone. It's someone very me. You know? Karthik (Gautam) calling Karthik (Gautam)?
We are so busy and amused from the outer life (You know Work, Television, Bollywood, Parties, your love and etc.) that we have stopped answering that call. Even if we pick it up, for a god shake, we put it on hold. We never tried to listen genuinely inside. We are now what other people want us to be. A pretending always. An actor always. There are rules, rules and rules. Rules to rule and then further rules to break it up. That's known as tradition, culture and societal progress. In fact, utterly bullshit.
Mind is changing let it be. Mind is volatile take the risk. It is in no way selfishness but a way to know your self. It takes courage, guts to pick it up and say Hello to him because no priest, no teacher, no one says it so. That call is very decisive. Indifferent to all but yet very selective and choosy. It can order you mind it. It can order you to slap your love in public if she makes non-sense, can order you to speak the truth to your girl friend if you are just making a fool out of her. No you don't do it because you are afraid of losing her love. It has very strong impact on every organ and breath of your life. That's why it comes very naturally; sometimes uninvited. Usually, in anger, grief, silence or annoyance we reflect that call. We speak just what the call is translating for us in language or silence. Its good but then again we go back and pretend because we just don't like our mind to think naturally, spontaneously and made it a tape recorder.
Give the highest respect; love them if you find any people listen the call of your mind or heart. That is the highest level of transparency or honesty could be! Rest can be deemed contracts or agreements.
OSHO has said so amazingly that you may not find any reason or purpose to pick it up but then one who always asks "what's the purpose in doing it?" is himself meaningless. You have to be meaningless to find a purpose and respect someone's purpose. A state of purposeless can only give birth to a purpose. Look at those couples who go on throwing their own purposes two each other. That won't be a happy couple be it a husband-wife, boyfriend-girlfriend, father-son, sister-brother, friends. They are always found on complaining mode. They complain you because they have purpose of their own to be getting fulfilled. How can they do listen you when they have their own purpose to listen for?
So I am not gonna stop that call. Not going to put it on hold as well and with that again my mind has started calling me. Stayed tune with me.
Sensitive indeed....!!
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