Leave it

7.30 pm - Star Plus - SASURAL GANDA FOOL. In an episode, when Ishaan sold off his old scooter, he is missing it like anything and Suhana still wonders what is it in that so interesting? Why old, vanishing scooter is so lovable, in fact, replaced by a new car?

Old is actually stored in the mind. Human mind is designed such that it takes good time to forget the old. Old things, old people, old friends, old gazette keeps a long lasting impact on the mind. It is the time spent with these oldies never let your mind leave them. It is true, you undergo a feeling of guilty while leaving old and feel excited for accepting the new at the same time. This happens while leaving the old girl friend as well. No difference.

I got a BELMONTE shirt with pink color, whitish lines and of cotton. Yesterday when I saw it being used in cleaning the house, there was some pain mind had to go through. It was the shirt I wore first time in office at Bombay. So comfortable, good-looking, easy to go. And now? Devastating isn't it? You may try to avoid that pain but intuitions never leave you like every time I leave the house I see that shirt hanged up on the gate. Than you have destiny to blame!

Leaving and accepting is part of life. We all are mature enough to understand that we have to go on and life never stops but at the end you are human only. Your mind is not mobile that you can cancel or postpone any reminders. Reminders that you don't want to get reminded. Instances that you have thrown in the dustbins. To live you need to leave. Leave love which makes you weak, comes with pain, ends your own enthusiasm. Love is never a shame, shallow, drowsy or dull feeling. Whenever it comes, it comes with joy, enlightenment and blossom your life. Take any celebrity or the one you love. Amitabh Bachchan, Sachin Tendulkar (I can guarantee you these two people are loaded with lot of enthusiasm) - why are being loved so much? Hardly I see them creating any negative vibe, any controversy, anything stolen (anything that they don't possess but represent), anything late (everything is spontaneous).

You take any facet - life, love, success, profession, sport, family anything. Somewhere you need to learn leaving. The best thing you can leave is yourself. That happens when you think you are two. When you start comparing you with yourself. Not for the gain or loss, not for win or loose, just for the sake of survival, the existence. Something better to do. Something better to complete. A totality. Every time when you make mistake, there is a person inside you which has gone wrong. It's not very you but not different from you. You can not order him but surely win him by your silence, concentration, determination, thinking. I am sure we never wanted to hurt anyone but somehow, being human, hearting someone is obvious, part of all existence, natural. Don't worry, turn back and apologize!

Leave each that beat, each that blink, each that breath which creates no sense!